So I've had a Gastric Bypass, the Roux-en-Y, and now I feel as if I'm wasting it. I'm to comfortable and I've grown lazy and somewhat lethargic. I feel like a Mike Vick...I've been given a gift and I'm pissing it away. I'm doing this for no other reason then I'm lazy. Now it's getting to the point to where I'm worried.
I miss my competitive athletic side. I need this back in my life...in a bad way. I know this will calm the Hurricane that is my mind and thought process. I know how I am and the only way I'll ever get this back is if I make it my life...not just an idea but a lifestyle.
I not only need it for my minds sake but for my life's sake. I refuse to have kids in a house of lethargy and total inactivity brought on by me. I want to redeem the gift I was given and I know it's not to late. If I can smoke and dip for the amount of years that I did and quit without true issue I know I can workout and do something that I love. For crying out loud some of the best times in my life were in a weight room.
My goals may seem self serving; I want to look good in some Under Armour, I want to run a marathon, and I want to try a triathlon. But my real goal is due to the fact that I met my best friend and soul mate and I want to spend all the time with her I can!! Plus she deserves a good looking fellow and a healthy family. Sure there are other goals but they are mine, and mine alone.
So now the choice must be made, and it will. I know I'll need help and I must remain focused. Trust me I have too...not a choice really. The success of me as a man depends upon this. Believe in me, watch me and follow me and it will be doable!
I miss my competitive athletic side. I need this back in my life...in a bad way. I know this will calm the Hurricane that is my mind and thought process. I know how I am and the only way I'll ever get this back is if I make it my life...not just an idea but a lifestyle.
I not only need it for my minds sake but for my life's sake. I refuse to have kids in a house of lethargy and total inactivity brought on by me. I want to redeem the gift I was given and I know it's not to late. If I can smoke and dip for the amount of years that I did and quit without true issue I know I can workout and do something that I love. For crying out loud some of the best times in my life were in a weight room.
My goals may seem self serving; I want to look good in some Under Armour, I want to run a marathon, and I want to try a triathlon. But my real goal is due to the fact that I met my best friend and soul mate and I want to spend all the time with her I can!! Plus she deserves a good looking fellow and a healthy family. Sure there are other goals but they are mine, and mine alone.
So now the choice must be made, and it will. I know I'll need help and I must remain focused. Trust me I have too...not a choice really. The success of me as a man depends upon this. Believe in me, watch me and follow me and it will be doable!
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