Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Day of struggle

Well today was, it was bad. Not only is the weather getting cold and making my ankle swell up like an old man but internally I was just not with it today. I don't think it was just today either. It seems as if this has been sneaking up on me for awhile now. But today if culminated into a full blown internal soul crushing melt down. It was rough but after a little bit of news it got better. Not that anything was really wrong. I think I just don't care for myself...parts at least. I decided to take Hill's advice and not to fret and worry over the things that I cannot control. AND I decided that I need to be a more positive person in all things. Instead of looking at obstacles as a set back I need to look at them as something to overcome and to learn from. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? Well I hope so because I'm balls to the wall and nothings going to slow me down.

Not only that but the future is looking bright. For the first time in my life I have a goal that I've made for myself and not set by someone else. I know, pathetic huh?! Well I'm proud to say it's mine and I'll accomplish it and I can't wait to see what that feels like.

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